1st Biggest Loser Asia

4 contestant finally met again last nite for finale episode for Biggest Loser Asia show.

This is it, the moment who successfully lose their weight n win USD100 000.

David from Indonesia won this show where he lost 80kg of his weight.

2nd place, his challenger since beginning of this show, Mr Carlo from Philippine.

To be proud that our Malaysian contestant, Aaron Mokhtar won no3 among this 4.

CongraTSSS EVERY1.....kEVIN has showed his interested and effort to lose his weight.

Sweet moment when Gerry, remarried his wife during this show on live in front of audience.

Gud luck for next biggest loser asia

Jiwa tak tenteram

4.19am
Still awake in da office.
Jiwa aku still tak tenteram since tadi. Banyak aku pikir makin banyak yg bercelaru sampai aku tak tau aper aku pikir.
Aku tol2 blur and aper yang aku pikirkan?
Aku sndri pelik ngan diri aku sendri. Aisyh.....

Ya Allah,
Tenangkan lah jiwa hamba Mu ini.
Duduk sorg2 camni la slalu wat aku fikir yang bukan2...

Nak layan FB boring dah.....nak layan utube...baru part 1 aku tgk Sayang We can Dance....
G check SPA la, jobstreet, Mara, MEDEC....hahah..tah paper la aku bukak kan....
Nampak sgt otak blur.....tu aku singgah kat blog ni....sajer je nak luah al maklum dok sorg2 ni....org len plak sure dah tdo time ni.....tu aku shout kat sini je....

Ada gak perasaan riso and takut. tak dapat nak nyatakan aper yg aku riso kan...aper yg aku takutkan...tp takut tu....erm....takut ngan life aku sendri....
Usia baru meningkat, adakah diriku ni dah berubah and dah mula berpikiran cam org dewasa? Or aku ni masih cam budak2?

Sekrg zaman student dah berlalu, dah keje pun skrg. Cuba la diri aku ni pikir matured skit. Tp aku tak dapat nak ubah diri aku yg sebnrnyer...cume ada certain bende yg related ngan org len for sure tu leh aku ubah. Tapi erm...org asyik nak kritik aku je. Salahkah aku macam ni.
Kekadang sedeh gak org cakap aku yg bukan2 walopun pada mereka, itu satu gurauan. Tapi aku manusia, ada perasaan gak. Janji aku tak hipokrit and dier org tau aku sape sbnarnye...

Org mmg senang nak cakap, tp diri aku ni, susah nak cepat berubah. Kire ok gak aku ni dah tak mcm dulu..macam aku zaman skolah dulu. Common la, janji aku tak kaco org. Aku ngan idup aku sndri.

Its easy to pretend smiling but its hard to accept k. Aku takder la salahkan saper2. tp dah terasa lagi2 ngan masalah len, muncul lak yg camni lg wat aku sedeh.

Airmata seorg wanita adakah murah berbanding ngan lelaki?
Bagi aku sama je cume wanita nye perasaan tak seteguh lelaki. Wanita mengalirkan airmata bukan nak mintak simpati tapi itu salah satu luahan isi hati sebenar seorang insan bergelar wanita.

Lirik of today's mode :: Aku bersujud

Lirik of today's mode

Jangan Pisahkan

Biar cinta
Terhalang gunung dan samudera
Aku tetap
Memegang janjiku padamu

Biar jurang
Yang terjal ada didepanku
Takkan goyah
Sumpahku kepada diri

Kita bagai kumbang dan bunga
Hatiku pasti hatimu jua
Namun mengapa ada saja
Yang benci tulus cinta kita

( korus )
Jangan pisahkan, aku dan dia
Tuhan tolonglah, ku cinta dia
Biarkan kami tetap bersama
Di dalam suka dan duka

Ya Allah, aku sangat menyintainya.

Ma HP new skin

Feel bored wit the previous style so change...make over for it..hehehe

1st March 2010

12am

as usual, at this moment for sure i received a phone call from all am frens who wish me appy bday...
Only ma honey did not wish me coz he slept that time.....so i just let him sleep coz he said dat he need to drive for long journey at 6am...

12.30am

Still talk ondaphone wit ma junior...suddenly there was som1 knocked the door...ma fren panic and asked me to check who was it.
I can feel that smthg will happen. I just make ma self brave and open the door witout checked through the window... I can feel som1 standing outside will be ma honey...then i open the door slow ly..and i can see ma honey was holding a cake.....

Immediately i shouted and scream like a crazy girl that time..ma mom also shocked and she go down to see wat had happened....

Arghh...a big surprise that i though ma honey was sleeping but at that time standing in front of ma eyes.....
He fly from KL to Kuching early morning...so dats mean....he been in kuching since morning...n i donno knoe....

I really appreciate wat he did....

I luv u so much ma honey....

thanks also for the surprise and gift ......