My "blacky" at HP center

Blacky got fever until its damn shit failed to wakeup....I donno wats the problem...
blacky was blackout......Sent balcky to HP center still no result or any phone call from there.

* Blacky i hope u be fine......
* Please wake up.....
* Ur "heart" got changed to new 1 last year.....n this will b ur 3rd time be operated...
* argh....i don hav money to replace new "heart" for u
* no money to replace new 1....

(now everything money money money.......for feessss.......huhuhuhuhuhuh)

Small "kenduri"

Thanks for those who organized for our small "kenduri" @ bday party....

Nice bbq n even just at carporch, the feel still like we all bbq at the beach...hehe....

Luckily the day raining so no unpleasant thing gonna happened...rite...

Again...thanks n happy bday to Syura 4th March n Lin 8 March....

Feelings of today

Jealoussyyyy..................

Why do i have to face this feeling? I hate to be so jealousssyy.........but why its come.

I made a simple studied bout myself..(Big Five Factors).....Im kinda extraverted(high energy), adventurer (open), tough-minded (self-centered), Conscientious and Stable.

If some1 got jealoussy in their feelings...thats mean that person was emotional types of person.

Emotional vs Stable.....mine is stable....how come?.....Its ok, just counted on poles that I'd circle.

STABLE : Relaxed,Secure,Patient,Objective,Selfstaisfied.

EMOTIONAL : Worrying, Temperamental, envious(jealous)

(im sorry to be kinda jealousy, i hope u understand wat i meant......i can't hide this feeling)

Emotional suddenly appear

Why do feeling happy, sad, sometimes emotional..........

Emotional always come along with loneliness......bring together the memories also hopes that will make the emo to smiling.

A person who think that this life unfair coz faith giving him to be lonely....(no, for me dats not true)

To be lonely is the best time for us to think the real meaning of life where we can discover everything. Our life will be shining with colors that falling in it.

But, its can be emotion when we think kinda stupid about life......such as unfair to be lonely. ( something will get trough in future to pay back wat we are now )

Blindness of heart also can hurt somebody. Playing with heart may coz curse where hard to find the cure. The curse can be easily hurt again when something make it turn to "blood".

Such like dark room, we lid a candle.........then the wind blow.....if the wind slowly blow maybe the light still on, but if the wind blow strongly.....hehe..the room perfectly turn to DARK again...

-----------------just expressing wat in my bloody stupid head------------

Halo

Happy berday to myself.....2 days before la....(1st March 2009)

So long left ma blog empty post....So i will try to update a few story la wat had happened or new experienced k.....

During a month...my aunt n my cousin were here in KL n a few days in melaka....

y cousin got the eye laser operations on 3 february 09....But me n my aunt came here on 8 feb 09....a week after class started (extra own holiday)

My class just only on monday n wednesday...dats cool....so i can take the steps wit ma aunt...

So yesterday 2nd march they already went back to Kuching...gonna miss them all....especially my nephew...

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Thanks to all my frens who gav me the present....besides thanks for all the wishes.

PART 2 : OMG : Banjir Yg Mengganas (*n*)